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Name: Shadow
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: Queens
Birthday: 3/3/1990
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Member Since: 12/15/2005

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

well shirley told me to make a post on my xanga... so i am.. hey? now wat do i do?


Saturday, August 05, 2006

Currently Listening
Anthems of Rebellion
By Arch Enemy
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wow, its been a long time since ive posted....and hmm.... emotional rollercoaster anyone?? i dunno.... lets point out important facts and wat not that happened in my summer.

I made a new friend named  Nadine... pretty dam awesome.... SHES THE ONLY ONE WITH THE SAME MUSICAL TASTE AS ME!!! muahahaha....

Found out i wont get a digi camera.

Looked for jobs, could not find one.

Havent had guitar lessons since june.

felt incredibly lonely

inspired new angers by family

havent done anything stupid, but ive been thinking about it more and more and more....

went to the mall and hot topic...

descovered new music


Monday, June 19, 2006

Currently Listening
10,000 Days
By Tool
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I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING!! GOD DAMM U ALL. retards, understand that ur decision in life isnt always the best one to make, and their are other options. and for all u fuckers that are to dam arrogant to understand that ur choice IS NOT ALWAYS THE BEST, i hope u get run over by a truck. and ur actions affect others around u, especially ur friends who try to help, but instead u shut them out... i swear to god, im gonna eventually kill u. and the stupid control freaks who make people do things they want, i hope ur leg gets humped multiple times by a dog of sort. maybe people dont wanna disagree with u, but they dont wanna do crap with u all the time. jeezes, u selfish mother fuckers.... i seriously need to talk to someone, before i blow out my brains. FUCK U ALL...and btw, GOD DOES NOT CARE ENOUGH ABOUT U TO MAKE UR LIFE A LIVING HELL! GOD HAS BETTER THINGS TO DO THEN FIX UR LIFE FROM SIMPLE PROBLEMS OR INTERVENE SO THAT UR SCREWED. DO IT URSELF. U NEEDY BASTURDS STOP PRAYING TO GOD OR OTHER SHIT WHEN U NEED HELP, DO IT URSELF AND IF U FAIL WHEN THEN TO BAD, SUCKS DOESNT IT? YEA THATS LIFE, IT LIKES TO FUCK U UP THE ASS WHEN U LEAST EXPECT IT....*EDIT* DONT COME TO ME SAYIGN ARE U ALL RIGHT AND ALL THAT CRAP! IF U ASSHOLES REALLY CARED THEN UD NOTICE IVE BEEN OFF FOR A LONG TIME. A LONG TIME... AND U KNOW WHAT I KNOW WHO IM GONNA TALK TO. SO AGAIN DONT COME ME.

Vicarious by Tool

Eye on the TV
'cause tragedy thrills me
Whatever flavour
It happens to be like;
Killed by the husband
Drowned by the ocean
Shot by his own son
She used the poison in his tea
And kissed him goodbye
That's my kinda story
It's no fun 'til someone dies

Don't look at me like
I am a monster
Frown out your one face
But with the other
Stare like a junkie
Into the tv
Stare like a zombie
While the mother
Holds her child
Watches him die
Hands to the sky crying
Why, oh why?
'cause i need to watch things die
From a distance

Vicariously i, live while the whole world dies
You all need it too, don't lie

Why can't we just admit it?
Why can't we just admit it?

We won't give pause until the blood is flowing
Neither the brave nor bold
The writers of stories sold
We won't give pause until the blood is flowing

I need to watch things die
From a good safe distance

Vicariously i, live while the whole world dies
You all feel the same so
Why can't we just admit it?

Blood like rain come down
Drawn on grave and ground

Part vampire
Part warrior
Carnivore and voyeur
Stare at the transmitter
Sing to the death rattle

La, la, la, la, la, la, la-lie

Incredulous at best your desire to believe in
Angels in the hearts of men
Pull your head on out
Your head believes it give a listen
Shouldn't have to say it all again
The universe is hostile
So impersonal
Devour to survive, so it is
So it's always been

We all feed on tragedy
It's like bood to a vampire

Vicariously i, live while the whole world dies
Much better you than i


Wednesday, June 14, 2006

hm this happened yesterday, but um yea just mentioning it now.

I love Jakia. She's awesome. Shes my new gf.


Friday, June 09, 2006

Currently Listening
Hate Crew Deathroll
By Children of Bodom
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Happy Birthday Keith...Well today was keiths birthday and we had some good times playing pool in stienway billards...

Well... a lot has happened recently... this addiction ... its hard to stop thinking about it... really hard... i keep getting the urge to do it,  and like... i cant stop myself... i dont have control... and i try to help my friends, one in particuler... but im failing... i cant help her... i dont think i can really help anyone... i often make things worse... all i can really do is listen... i guess thats my only real talent... stuy on the 8th changed me... i saw my good old friends Candice and Anna... but um i did terrible in my audition and i learned that if i really want to be good at guitar i have to work my ass off... and im starting to... i think i actually got better yesterday, cuase i practiced for hours... the math placement test killed me... i guessed on a lot... i thought i was good in math.. but wow... these questions, i had no idea wat to do... i dont think i actually belong there... maybe it was just luck... i cant keep up with all the other kids...

But i also figured some things out... i want to be in photography... at stuy... i already met the teacher, but i dont have a digi camera so i cant like take pics... but i want to... i like the whole idea of it too... To freeze a moment in time, and keep it forever... to have something to always remember a moment... to show people the world through imagery... to even address problems in society, or in ourselves... yea... i want to be in photography... maybe ill also join the school newspaper and take pics for them... yeea..... making friends wont be that hard, the kids their seem nice... just their all pretty shy...



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